NijiInu

Well I suppose I've been on one for a while now, but I'm just now writing a journal about it. This could be a really long story, but I'll just write the summarized version: I've been really busy working on my portfolio for this governors honor program (its basically a statewide art competition you have to be nominated for). There's some family issues going on right now. My tablet is glitching badly (there's a journal about this somewhere).

I feel like stabbing it. But I don't think that would make it work.
Its been doing this thing forever. Where it randomly stops working. When I disconnect it and reconnect it, it used to fix the problem. But now it usually just says "USB device not recognized". It used to only happen every once and a while, and wasn't really a big deal. But its been getting progressively worse and worse.
I thought it was a problem with the tablet so my dad got me a new one for my birthday a couple months ago. Nothing has changed. In fact, its still getting worse. Now it will sit there forever (like 30 minutes, seriously) and then it will start working for like 5 seconds, then the light will go out and it stops working again. Like you have no idea how long it takes me to finish anything now.

I'm going to go crawl into a corner and murder my tablets now. Both of them.  

I'm probably the only person my age using their summer to look up colleges and try and decide what I want to do with my life. But thats what I did this weekend. xD I'm looking into colleges offering courses in game art and design, because so far, thats really what I feel like I could spend my life doing. I could also use the things that I learn doing a variety of other things too, so its not like I'd be limited to just video games.
I just have no idea which college is really the best one for me to go to. I probably won't even be allowed to go to the ones I want to go to. Like the Academy of Art University in San Francisco because its so far away, and I've given up on SCAD altogether because it is crazy overpriced and expensive. Art institutes and Full Sail are what I'm looking at right now, but I don't really know much about either of them. I need to do some more looking around, but I think I'll just doodle. I'm tired of looking at college stuff. orz. It honestly just makes me want to go now, but I still have 2 years of high school.

I'm in a good mood today.
I haven't felt like livestreaming lately, because its been slowing my computer down. But I got it fixed so... yep. Come say hi


www.livestream.com/nnijiinu

English music right now, but I may switch to my regular ls music eventually

people at my school don't even know that anime is japanese.
One person said I draw like a chinese person.

I'm sure there is chinese anime, but still...